Ashley (getaway_machine) wrote,

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Not going to Japan.

You know, I guess I probably should have seen it coming, but I really didn't.

I can't even work up the energy to be mad, because for once my dad wasn't being an ass. He talked to me seriously, what he said did make sense [even if I didn't like what he was saying] and I believe that he really is sorry for it. That doesn't make me less depressed.

He said he'd make it up to me, and that maybe I could go at some other point, but why do I get the feeling that isn't going to happen now?

This just... sucks. It sucks a lot.

I don't really know what to say about it. I can't accurately describe how I feel right now. Just... blaaaaah.

I have a job interview tomorrow. I don't even want to go anymore. [But I will.]

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